Patti Castillo-De Guzman

  • James Martin: The Jesuit Guide to (Almost) Everything

    I don’t smoke. I don’t drink. I don’t do drugs. But if there is one thing I’m addicted to, that’s books. Every time I go practically anywhere, I have to find a bookstore and I have to buy a book.… Continue reading

  • I Ain’t Pretty

    I’m slowly teaching myself to love myself – pores and all.I lost my confidence in high school, the story of how still too painful to recall. Since then, I loathed how I look like: the long face, small eyes, upturned… Continue reading

  • I have a confession.

    I’ve been binge-listening to atheist and progressive Christian content on YouTube for the past few weeks. I listen with no intention of defending my five-year-old faith or leaving the church. I listen to reflect. At least, that’s what I tell… Continue reading

    I have a confession.
  • How to react when others mock your looks

    With all the compassion, kindness, and love crusades being spread all over the world, I find it funny that some people still enjoy making fun of someone’s physical appearance in 2020. But since we can’t change other people – that’s… Continue reading

    How to react when others mock your looks
  • Hi, people. I have an eating disorder.

    (TRIGGER WARNING!  If you suffer from an eating disorder and feel you might be triggered by a detailed retelling, please do not read.) Hello, people. Yesterday, I managed to catch the last few minutes of a friend’s radio talk airing… Continue reading

    Hi, people. I have an eating disorder.
  • Han Kang: The Vegetarian

    Saturday, March 25, 3-something in the afternoon.  I don’t know what’s gone into him.  (I’m lying now.  I do.  Peace.) Boy Scout: Let’s watch “Beauty and the Beast” tomorrow.  If we wait until next weekend (as originally planned), it mightn’t… Continue reading

    Han Kang: The Vegetarian
  • 11 Things I Love About F

    F thinks I’m weird for loving him.  I’m not and here’s why: 1. He loves God and the Catholic Church. Before we decided we love each other (for love is a decision, a commitment, and a sacrifice, said Father Peter),… Continue reading

  • To Inoo, My Prince

    You should’ve turned eight yesterday, my love. I should’ve made a cake for you. I was saving the carob for yesterday, because dogs can’t have chocolate, and Chloe Coscarelli has this recipe for pupcakes I was dying for you to… Continue reading